Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Where Is Hope? (November 2010)



From November 1, 2010

Today's job interview didn't go that well.  The owner of Jones Accounting Services interviewed me and had a list of questions that she routinely asked all prospective employees and I doubt I covered them very thoroughly -- in fact, she looked downright puzzled by some of my answers, but at least I was honest.

She proceeded to ask that I take a QuickBooks proficiency test, which I am sure I also failed.  It was a version I was not familiar with, nor familiar with WA state laws regarding sales tax in general.  There are so many ways to get around things in QuickBooks, I really wasn't sure what she was asking for and some of it took a lot of looking around to find the sample company that I was supposed to be working with.  I could have just created all the fictitious accounts on my own and taken it from there, but I don't think they would have appreciated it... 
think: Kobayashi Maru test.    

Other things I couldn't figure out how to do considering they were things I had never had to deal with before (giving out employee bonuses, for example).  All of these things could easily been answered with a simple question during training and are not problems I see as insurmountable and so I am a little surprised they would even be part of an evaluation of skill.  Maybe I was just too advanced for their little test and couldn't see the forest for the trees.  But I doubt it.

I am in no way expecting to get this job because I believe they are looking for someone with a much stronger accounting background than I have.  I am not cut out for what they want.  I am worried because I have one week to come up with rent and not a penny to show for it.  I have no income whatsoever and the bills are due this month, and it scares the heck out of me.  I really don't want to have to resort to work as a CNA because that is such a difficult job for the low pay and I need a higher paying job to come even close to making ends meet.

I am tired and I'm tired of not sleeping.  I need time to think about what I am doing and whether I am hurting the people I care most about in the process.  My stresses have compounded so much recently that I have a tendency to bring people close to me down.  This is the last thing I would ever, ever want to do to the people I care about.  I don't want to hurt anyone.  I want off the roller-coaster ride.

Me with Marie

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